An Open Letter to Unkind People

You only said "Cookie Monster" once, but once was more than enough. You must realise the impart that words can have on someone, so let me just break it down into something even you will understand. If you tell your friend she's eating fruit good, she won't remember it. If you call her Cookie Monster, she will remember it forever. I'll never forget exactly what I felt after you made fun of.

You made me experience something that I never had before. I never had anyone who call me "Cookie Monster". You obviously thought you are okay with saying that. However, I'm not mad at you, I do feel bad for you.

I feel bad for you because you obviously have never had an important figure in your life to tell you that saying something like that isn't acceptable. Someone have taught you to show respect people in general. I worry that because you don't practice respect.

Lastly, I have to say thank you, and I mean that. Because you, I now know exactly what I don't want in a friendship. I never, ever want to be friend with someone who think it's OK to hurt a friend's feeling. Because of you, my standards for friends are what I deserve as I exactly know.

Sincerely, Loiriam

What do you think of this letter? Is this letter good for you? Let me know. Leave a comment. Have good night. Bye. 

The Red Love Loi in the Mall

Red/Black hair bow - Hot Topic/Red Plaidurday shirt - Charlotte Russe/Red pant - Charlotte Russe/Black shoes - Rosse

Loi in Starbucks/Barnes & Noble in 2017

This morning I went out of my home at 8:30am for returning the two items and I received two receipts. However, the money does not deposit my bank. I need that money back. Smh. But I hope it will return to me. Wait and see. Anyways, after I returned the two items, I went to Starbucks and Barnes & Noble in the mall for dating myself and for reading The Tail of Emily Windsnap book. I read on two chapters, 15 and the last one was 16. Yay! I will read the next book Emily Windsnap and the Monster from the Deep by next week Saturday. I'm looking forward to read it. I enjoyed The Tail of Emily Windsnap book. It's fascinating of how Emily can turn into a mermaid. Oh! I found so straightly bold word from Emily that she need to see her dad, a merman. I love the 4 love quotes are: 

"...belief in love." 

"You can't make people stop loving each other just because a law says it's wrong." 

"My dad fell in love. So what? What did I do to deserve to grow up without a father?" 

"If it really is so terrible, if love is such a horrible crime, then fine, lock me up." 

I wore a red Plaidurday and pant. The new beautiful upgraded style myself. I also bought the fall treats: Pumpkin Spice Latte and Pumpkin Spice Muffin. The cost of these are totally $8.06. I felt inspired by Simple Elegance. I thank her for impacting me to do this art of myself. <3 Loiriam 

A Friend is not a big mouth person

Anonymous is safe. But with description, it can be known.-me, Loiriam

#badexperience #OhIKnowWho #OhThatsYou 

Oh, my goodness. From what I experience today and also, yesterday, too is that...God! Heh heh! Wow. … I lost my trust in friend. What's the reason? Well, friend is not just a friend. But friend is those who like a person is a friend. A friend is with a friend that do not necessary to share the name with other people who a friend does not like, or dislike about word or action. With a friend that share the name with other people is not a friend. It's a big mouth! How do I feel? I feel mad and valueless in with a friend. It's sound like she betrays me. She does not keep my name secrets. I wonder if she thinks she is my friend, but share my feeling about that I dislike in another person's word? Is she my friend? Hm.  

What about you? Did you experience that situation? If yes, leave a comment about what friend is. Thank you.

I'm shopping...

Violet top tank shirt - Red Paint/Purple pants - Ross/Black shoes - Ross

Loft

This morning I went to Starbucks in shopping center stores. And stayed there for one hour. Done. And then to shop in Loft. After shopping there, I planned to go to the movie theatre for watching The Stray. Unfortunately, it is not on the list. So, I left for the mall. In mall, I shopped in Charlotte Russe. I want to have the new clothes and upgrade me myself fashion as the new lifestyle. Really, my lifestyles are rock and classic. But... I think I have to return them? Well, I worked so hard for achievement.  

Okay, off to go! I hope you had a super Saturday. Good night! Yours, Loiriam

Happy Plaidurday! and Watching Girls' Volleyball Tournament

Happy Plaidurday! - A gift from my day program teacher

I went to see my therapist this morning. Done, and then to go to the deaf school for watching Girls' Volleyball Tournament. I enjoyed watching it. Volleyball is my favorite sport. I participated it team when I was teenager in my old school. I miss playing volleyball. It's not easy for me to make friends who are interesting in that sport. But volleyball is not just my favorite sport. I have another favorite sport is baseball. I love it! I went to watch baseball game in Ontario, Canada when I was early 20's and again last year.  

After Volleyball tournament, I went home and got rested.  

My Diary Card for Yesterday Fair Career

Yesterday

Starts Time: 11:38pm

I got up little bit late. Thankfully, I made on time for Fair Career. Although I could not make it. Why? Because of no resumé due to Google Drive does not support my resumé file, and the printer is still not working. I'm so disappointed. I was lying on my bed with my sadness and sorrow. Sorrow is still happening, God. Finally, my staff helped me to fix my resumé file. He showed me how to switch it from Google Drive to Pages. I didn't know that. So, I thanked him for solving my file problem. Now I know the future. The lesson I learned from today is next time I will prepare for Fair Career in November.  

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Ends Time: 11:58pm

My Diary Card for Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Starts Time: 11:27pm

I got up at 5:15am, I took a warm shower. I noticed when I entered the bathroom, the water was on. I'm disappointed. My roommate does not do what I tell her. Smh.  

After I took a shower, I dress my work uniform on. I sat down and relaxed for only so little time. Because of the bus came at 6:28am. I was rushing to eat the light breakfast and make the hot chocolate milk. And then I got ready to go. Thankfully, I did not miss the bus because I was on time waiting for it. I was on the bus #60 riding to downtown for changing to bus #20. I was not satisfied with the bus driver. I was just accidentally dropped the transfer ticket and he mad at me? Oh, give me a break. No one have to be perfect. Anyone makes mistakes. That's all part of life. I saw him the other day that he was talking to the two female JWs. Cool. Who's care? Anyway, after bus #20, I changed to #10 for getting to work area at 7:56am. Off to walk, while I walked, a son of a bitch did not stop at red stop sign for me. So rude of him. Smh. 

At work, my duty is to clean the 33 rooms. That's a lot works for me to do. Thankfully, my boss let me work with my new co-worker for catching up to be done before 6pm. Whew! My tip of today is really not much. Oh, well.  

Okay, off to sleep! Bye!  Yours, Loiriam

Ends Time: 11:51pm

Reading the New Book in the Mall

Hot Pink Blouse - The Limited/Purple pants - Ross/Black shoes - Ross

Today I went to Starbucks and Barnes & Noble in the mall for dating myself by alone and for reading my new favorite author, Liz Kessler. The name of her book is The Tail of Emily Windsnap. This book is for the young readers ages 8-12. Do I act like a young girl? Who cares? If you think that I act that way. Wrong! I'm an adult and I act like a woman. And yes anyone can read The Tail of Emily Windsnap. It's not have to be the specific age. Enjoy reading your favorite book. *wink*  And also with the new flavor of Starbucks called "Pumpkin Spice Latte" that I bought. It costs me $5.25. It was not that bad. And there are a lot of people at the mall. No problem. I'm chilling with reading the book and drinking the latte.-:D. 

My goal for October is to go out to Starbucks and other different coffee shops on Saturdays. The new custom for lonesome is to go away. Because of in the house that I learned from my former friend. It's lonely. So to get out of the house, be socialized. What I mean is that to enjoy yourself while you have a fun day. 

I got home this early evening and I had to do laundry. I always do that on every Saturday. I also cooked rice for dinner. I ate it with cheese. Simple as that. I'm satisfied.-:) 

Okay, off to go! I hope you had a fabulous Saturday. Good night! Yours, Loiriam

Happy Summer 2017!

Happy Summer day 2017! Today I went to the beach and I swam in the shore of lake. It was fun and had a good time.

I will be back to blog when I can. Good night! Yours, Loiriam 

We Keep Remembering You, Selena

To Selena,

                  Since 1995 to now, I still miss you. I never want to stop thinking about you. I read the book about you and your life that your husband, Chris wrote. It shed my tears. It's the beautiful memoir. It's beautiful to keep remembering you, your life and your events. What I like most about that book is your definition of love that you taught us fans and your husband. That's the most important quality. That beautiful quality comes from our God, Jehovah. For those 'who does not love does not know God, for God is love.' (1 John 4:8) This scripture is true to what we see today on the news. If people who have no love, then they are dead. As we have seen everyday people get killed for any reason or no reason. Your killer is lasting unloved because she already took your life for her foolish reason.

                 Selena, you are Rest In Peace and we hope to see you again in paradise as what Jesus truly said in Luke 23:43. Selena, we fans keep remembering you. We still miss you! We always love you!

                             Truly love,

                                              Loi <3

2016 memories

Here are the memories in 2016:

January

Happy 2016!-Jan. 1, 2016

Today is a Missing You party

It's friendly and boring

Cos we don't hang out that

much and all of us are not

the same as a language

So this is called language issues

The Casual Night Occasion-Jan. 2, 2016

Tonight was a casual

night occasion for my bro.

The dessert was a flan with

whip cream. An early "Happy

Birthday" to him.

The Rainbow in the Country-Jan. 10, 2016

It's amazing to see

the rainbow in the

clouds!

The rainbow in the

clouds!

I was traveling through

country

Just to see the rainbow

in the country

But soon the rainbow starts

to slightly fade as the clouds is

about to cover it. :(

The Black Pant-Jan. 16, 2016

I went to the mall

And I bought a black pant

The black pant is not small

It's fitting me, great!-:D

The Superdog-Jan. 20, 2016

What does a dog wear?

Superman!

Dog is a Superdog!-:ShiningD

February

How You Can See Who I Am-Feb. 8, 2016

Are you seeking in my life? Am I a failed friendship and companionship? What can I say about myself? Read here.

Every Valentine Day-Feb. 15, 2016

I think of you

When you love me

Follow me to the loo

And wait for me to get out

What is your love for me all about?

Continue to read my lyrical poem here.

VA have a hill-Feb. 22, 2016

Story about my weekend trip to VA. Read here.

Georgia Pine Acorn-Feb. 29, 2016

I took a brief walk

And I recognized many Georgia

Pine acorns

They grounded in a free grassy

land

While I walked, I hand...

I handed in the pocket

Because of it was cold outside

today

Spring will come within 22 more

days

I look forward to the beautiful

Spring Day!

March

Strawberry Shortcake-Mar. 6, 2016

Do you want to make the Strawberry Shortcake? If so, here you go. Check the recipe here.

Flourless Peanut Butter Cookies-Mar. 17, 2016

I thanked Tasty for showing me the video of Flourless Peanut Butter Cookies. It's quick and easy! Do you want to try it? If so, check out the recipe here.

To Selena-Mar. 31, 2016

I hear you sing

You sing your song

Selena, you belong...

...to your beloved fans

'Cause we miss you

Always miss you so true

Loi xx

Read my letter to Selena here.

April

Bowling Ball-Apr. 14, 2016

Bowling ball rolls

Oh, that ball rolls...

Waiting to see if it hit to empty

the balls

Look, the bowling ball empty the

balls!

I won! Yay!

New scores, no, but...

Gift of the bowling ball entertains

my life, yeah

Selena Live-Apr. 16, 2016

Selena live!

Selena would have turned...

...45

Read my lyrical poem here.

Love Will Find You-Apr. 19, 2016

Do you expect someone will love you and will marry you, and stay with you forever? If so, read here.

Purple Prince-Apr. 21, 2016

Dear Purple Prince,

I can't believe you are

leaving us fans

We are feeling sad, and we cry

about you have to leave us fans

We are going to miss you dearly

Thank you for the music

and for inspiration

Prince, you sang Purple Rain

make my favorite color; Love it <3

A New Plan, A New Life-Apr. 25, 2016

Read here about what I planned and what is my new life.

May

My Poetic Letter to King Lion-May 1, 2016

Read my letter to King Lion here.

A Townhouse-May 1, 2016

A few days ago I was on

my own

But add to one roommate

Not a soulmate

Well living in a townhouse

That is for only temporary

I'm not going to live there forever, no

I just started a few days ago

As only a residential student

Baseball Game-May 11, 2016

Tonight I went to watch

the baseball game

It's not shame

It's just a pleasure to

watch the baseball game

So I enjoyed watching

the baseball game

Ode to Nyle-May 25, 2016

Ode to Nyle

Nyle dances

Yes, Nyle dances

Read my poem here about Nyle dances. And he and his dancing partner, Peta Jane had won the dancing ball! Yay! Congrats to them! Yeah! -:D <3 <3

June

32-June 2, 2016

Dear King Lion,

I'm not old,

I'm young and still experience

Hope from grief to grace

I'm still waiting for the grace

To hell waiting for

Am I deserved it?

Oh, no, when will my grace

be fulfilled?

It takes a lot of struggles to

end

Live Loi xx

My Birthday Cupcake-June 3, 2016

Tonight was a fun

night for my belated birthday.

I went to eat in Friendly's

restaurant with my siblings and

niece.

After eating in Friendly's,

we went out to play in

the bowling area. It was

fun and I enjoyed my

birthday night.

Zoo-June 10, 2016

Today I went to the

zoo. And I looked around

the animals. Except lion.

Aw, where was my favorite animal?

I want to see the lion so bad!

Roller Skates-June 21, 2016

I skate,

I skate,

I skate

I fall

I skate

I skate

I skate

I fall

I kept skating

and I fell 2 times

Duck-June 22, 2016

I went to the Baker Park

and I viewed duck...

There are so many ducks

swimming in the dirty

creek at the Baker Park

I enjoyed viewing

Baker Park. <3

July

Watermelon-July 22, 2016

Today I went to the waterpark

For the cooking-out

I could stand against the bark

Of the tree

But I ate the watermelon

It was fun and a joyful day!

August

Willy Wonka Gene-Aug. 30, 2016

Dear Willy Wonka Gene,

I did enjoy watching you

play Willy Wonka in Willy

Wonka &  the Chocolate

Factory movie. The children

love the chocolate bar! We

love it, too! We are sad

to hear you have to leave

your fans, your family, and

your friends. We are going to

miss you.

Thank you for making us

laugh about your role in this

comedy movie. We liked it!

<3,  Live Loi

September

Kingdom Will Come Soon-Sept. 11, 2016

There are so many troubles

in the world

It's a heartbreak every day

The people are insane

And act the bad way

Business, Politic and Religion

are issuing to people today

It's a bad day

WTC, after you heard what

happened to 9-11,

I pray about the kingdom will

come soon

People...need Jesus in their

lives

Look forward to see the kingdom

comes soon

Butterfly-Sept. 19, 2016

When I come to downtown,

I see the butterfly fly around

the floral bush

I study the beauty of butterfly

It has to flourish in the light

And here is the sweet dream, good night

Your dream must come true

So spread your wings and chase

the butterfly

For your dream will be here

Look forward to hear...

Dream is here!

Live Loi xx

October

Back to Blogging-Oct. 1, 2016

I'm back to blogging. Read here.

Pumpkin Patch-Oct. 12, 2016

Today is Pumpkin Patch

I went to Summer Farms...

Free Pumpkin Patch

I looked around the various

sizes of pumpkins

And I picked only 1 pumpkin

It cost me $7.38

I enjoyed the view of

pumpkins in the farming land

Ode to Sunday-Oct. 16, 2016

<3<3 Ode to Sunday <3<3

<3 Snuggle by warm bed <3

<3 Read the Bible <3

<3 Have a hot tea (or two) <3

<3 Watch an old movie <3

<3 Relax and enjoy Fun-day <3

Sunday Newspaper-Oct. 23, 2016

I finally got a newspaper

I got that because of searching

for a job

And a coupon to save a

lot of money

I also read the news of

what going on my city and

the world

Keeping Diary Card-Oct. 29 & 30, 2016

I'm back to keep diary card. Read here and here.

November

New Rider of Mega Bus and MARC Train-Nov. 29, 2016

Read my new experience story as a new rider of Mega Bus and MARC Train here.

Tomorrow is 2017! So...see 2017.