Since 1995 to now, I still miss you. I
never want to stop thinking about you. I read the book about you and your life
that your husband, Chris wrote. It shed my tears. It's the beautiful memoir.
It's beautiful to keep remembering you, your life and your events. What I like
most about that book is your definition of love that you taught us fans and
your husband. That's the most important quality. That beautiful quality comes
from our God, Jehovah. For those 'who does not love does not know God, for God
is love.' (1 John 4:8) This scripture is true to what we see today on the news.
If people who have no love, then they are dead. As we have seen everyday people
get killed for any reason or no reason. Your killer is lasting unloved because
she already took your life for her foolish reason.
Selena, you are Rest In Peace and we hope
to see you again in paradise as what Jesus truly said in Luke 23:43. Selena, we
fans keep remembering you. We still miss you! We always love you!
Today is Tuesday. And I have my goals for a new year. Soon 2016 will be over, and on the way to 2017! Here are my goals for 2017 that I want to achieve with my reasons. My goals are:
#1 Keeping in prayer
Why is prayer important to me?
The reason is I’m having an opportunity to share all my thoughts, my gratitude’s, and my confessions of my life to God.
My steps to achieve this goal are applying 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18, set the time before I go to sleep.
#2 Reading the Bible
Why is the Bible important to me?
God’s Word is pure and it is true. Nothing add to his Word as God warns us not to misrepresent His scripture. Therefore, 2 Timothy 3:16-17 says, All Scripture is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness, that the man of God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work. Also to be thankful for Jesus Christ had died for us and delivered our sins to be forgiven. Amen.
My steps to achieve this goal are motivating to read the Bible every day, learning how to apply all scriptures, understanding the messages of God and sharing the benefits of what I learned from the Bible with people.
#3 Keeping a journal
Why is writing a journal important to me?
Writing a journal help me to remember the importance of day and what happen. Also, it helps me to learn the lessons of events.
My steps to achieve this goal are to write what’s on my mind.
#4 Good sleep
Why is sleeping well important to me?
Because of my body need to have enough energy, and respect people’s time such as school presentation, job, appointment.
My steps to achieve this goal are to sleep 8 hours, set an alarm, avoid using laptop monitors one hour before going to sleep, and sleep with curtains half-open.
Why is exercise important to me?
Because of it helps me to keep my body at a healthy weight and lower the risk of some diseases. Also, it helps me to keep my mind clear.
My steps to achieve this goal are to follow my gym schedule. It’s that simple. But if I have a job or day program, I pause it until done and then to gym.
#6 Eat healthier
Why is eating the healthy food important to me?
Because of I need energy, have good weight management, prevent disease, and have a good mental health.
My steps to achieve this goal are to buy the healthy food and ignore the junk food.
#7 Getting out of Bedroom
Why is getting of my bedroom important to me?
Because of I want to explore more places, meet new people, and hangout with people I know.
My steps to achieve this goal are to prepare for the day (if you know what I mean).
#8 Getting a job
Why is having a job important to me?
Because of I need to pay off the bills and save more for the future emergency.
My steps to achieve this goal are to applying my skills, good resume and cover letter, preparing for job interview, keeping a job.
Why is reading important to me?
The reason is to gain my knowledge, reading help me build my vocabulary words, and understand the story.
My steps to achieve this goal are to pick a book and read, set my reading time, motivating to read.
#10 Video Diary
Why is keeping a video diary important to me?
Because of it helps me to remember the events, share my experiences with people, and educating them of what I learned from the lessons.
My steps to achieve this goal are to set the time for video diary, express from my heart.
#11 Keep a planner organized
Why is keeping a planner organized important to me?
Because of I want to remember what I plan for the day. And I don’t want to forget what I forget.
My steps to achieve this goal are to carry the planner book with me and mark the calendar.
That’s all my goals for the new year, 2017! Every month I will set some new goals if occur. How do you feel? Are you ready for the new year? Yours, Loiriam
week Tuesday, I left home alone for visiting my brother and in-laws. And I stayed
with them for a long weekend until last night. It was nice.
is my first Mega bus experience after I visited NJ:
brother dropped me and his brother-in-law off to NYC bus stations. Before dropping
us off, the traffic in NYC drove us crazy. I was having to wait. And while I
was stuck with traffic, I researched the reason of too much traffic in NYC. It
said that the school and work causes too much traffic and the time occupies between
7:00 AM to 10:00 AM. I wish 9:00 AM, but that is so NYC. The good thing was my
brother finally dropped me off early before attempting to catch the bus at
10:00 AM. And I entered the line of my destination: Washington, DC. However,
the problem was missing the bus. And what was the other reason I missed the bus
at 10:00 AM? My Lord! The bus that scheduled 10:00 AM that I was supposed to
get on. But that bus was parking without showing me where to go. And when that
bus was moving, it started to turn on to where to go. It pisses me off. It
shows No respect for the deaf customers. One staff who worked for Mega Bus told
the customers who were in the line of my destination changed to other line of
Philadelphia. I was like, WTF? It confused me! Would I have to go to
Philadelphia? No, I only go to Washington, DC, period. Oh! I got that! The bus
moves with turning on to where to go, and so I missed the bus at 10:00 AM. Lucky
that the hearing customers could hear and understood where to go. Mine was
NONE! Wow! How rude is that! No respect for it deaf customers. Mega Bus shouldn’t
treat it deaf customers that way. Now time for educating Mega Bus about the
Deaf Culture. Teach Mega Bus how to think of it deaf customers, not just
hearing customers. And show us deaf customers of where it fucking respect. Mega
Bus must treat us deaf customers nicely. Not to show us in the mean way. Now that
I lost one hour and I had to wait for the next bus at 11:00 AM. Smh. Thanks God
that I don’t have to pay extra for missing the bus. They allowed me to enter
the next bus. Whew!
11:00 AM, I got on Mega Bus, rode me straight to Washington, DC but stopped by
Newark, Delaware to drop off the students to university and then to Washington,
DC. While I was on that bus, I enjoyed viewing the nature. It was nice.
to Washington Union Station, I was a little inexperienced about how to use MARC
Train to my home. The good thing was I know how to ask assistance. What’s
assistance? The simple answer is Information Center. It’s not that hard to ask.
Perfect! I got on MARC Train. I was happy about MARC Train is thinking of it
deaf customers compare to Mega Bus that does not think of it deaf customers. Whew!
I’m so glad that whoever understand the Deaf Culture. Good job, MARC Train!
I’m writing blog for part two. So here is a what I wrote for October below:
– Today is rainy. And I don’t go out that much. But finally, I watched the
movie “Titanic” again! I haven’t watching that in ages!
– Today I feel little bit disappointment about not to go to Pumpkin Patch. I have
no idea why I can’t go. Smh. well, I plan B is to watch the movie and my
favorite TV shows.
- I got up real late. Before waking up real late actually, a staff woke me up
for taking medicine. What? I wonder how he got in my bedroom when I locked the
door? Did I lock it? Or did I not? I can’t remember last night. So funny! Anyway,
so, I did not expect him was here. A supervisor was not here and so I don’t
know what’s up.
I took a shower. And I haven’t eaten all day. But my mood is fine! No problem. Strange.
Interesting. So, funny. But I only ate Turkey/Swiss sandwich after I shopped in
I made Death by Chocolate Zucchini Bread. It tastes good and healthy. I love
it! <3 Yummy! What a joyful day!
sister and my parents contacted me. Cool.
– I got up at about 6:20am. Entered shower and washed my hair for several
minutes. Until I came to my bedroom at 7:03am. Wow! That was so long time. I was
supposed to be done within between 15-30 minutes but my hair need cold water
and rinse. Reason: frizz. I will need to trim my hair as soon as possible. I’m
searching the good haircut in here Walkersville. But most of the time my
sister-in-law always go to hair salon in NYC. So great! But I’ll try here and
my day program teacher is finally come back after three months of her knife
accident. She looks fine, but her foot is taking a while to get healed though. She
will see her foot therapist on Monday. So here will my supervisor again.
day program, my supervisor told us to explain to my teacher about what we
learned from three months. I felt lazy to explain it to her but I managed to
present her. Because of my patient is key. Although my mind is sleepy that I still
need to get rest. I felt annoyed by one client is talking too much. But I am
patient with her. Even though lazy won’t make you succeed. So, I keep fighting
off laziness. Because of I want to be a successful woman.
all for now. Have a good night. And oh, I planned to present part three about
car time and bus time. I will blog it as soon as when I’m done writing the
story. Yours, Loiriam