Friday, November 3, 2017

An Open Letter to Unkind People

You only said "Cookie Monster" once, but once was more than enough. You must realise the impart that words can have on someone, so let me just break it down into something even you will understand. If you tell your friend she's eating fruit good, she won't remember it. If you call her Cookie Monster, she will remember it forever. I'll never forget exactly what I felt after you made fun of.

You made me experience something that I never had before. I never had anyone who call me "Cookie Monster". You obviously thought you are okay with saying that. However, I'm not mad at you, I do feel bad for you.

I feel bad for you because you obviously have never had an important figure in your life to tell you that saying something like that isn't acceptable. Someone have taught you to show respect people in general. I worry that because you don't practice respect.

Lastly, I have to say thank you, and I mean that. Because you, I now know exactly what I don't want in a friendship. I never, ever want to be friend with someone who think it's OK to hurt a friend's feeling. Because of you, my standards for friends are what I deserve as I exactly know.

Sincerely, Loiriam

What do you think of this letter? Is this letter good for you? Let me know. Leave a comment. Have good night. Bye. 

Saturday, October 14, 2017

The Red Love Loi in the Mall

Red/Black hair bow - Hot Topic/Red Plaidurday shirt - Charlotte Russe/Red pant - Charlotte Russe/Black shoes - Rosse

Loi in Starbucks/Barnes & Noble in 2017

This morning I went out of my home at 8:30am for returning the two items and I received two receipts. However, the money does not deposit my bank. I need that money back. Smh. But I hope it will return to me. Wait and see. Anyways, after I returned the two items, I went to Starbucks and Barnes & Noble in the mall for dating myself and for reading The Tail of Emily Windsnap book. I read on two chapters, 15 and the last one was 16. Yay! I will read the next book Emily Windsnap and the Monster from the Deep by next week Saturday. I'm looking forward to read it. I enjoyed The Tail of Emily Windsnap book. It's fascinating of how Emily can turn into a mermaid. Oh! I found so straightly bold word from Emily that she need to see her dad, a merman. I love the 4 love quotes are: 

"...belief in love." 

"You can't make people stop loving each other just because a law says it's wrong." 

"My dad fell in love. So what? What did I do to deserve to grow up without a father?" 

"If it really is so terrible, if love is such a horrible crime, then fine, lock me up." 

I wore a red Plaidurday and pant. The new beautiful upgraded style myself. I also bought the fall treats: Pumpkin Spice Latte and Pumpkin Spice Muffin. The cost of these are totally $8.06. I felt inspired by Simple Elegance. I thank her for impacting me to do this art of myself. <3 Loiriam 

Wednesday, October 11, 2017

A Friend is not a big mouth person

Anonymous is safe. But with description, it can be known.-me, Loiriam

#badexperience #OhIKnowWho #OhThatsYou 

Oh, my goodness. From what I experience today and also, yesterday, too is that...God! Heh heh! Wow. … I lost my trust in friend. What's the reason? Well, friend is not just a friend. But friend is those who like a person is a friend. A friend is with a friend that do not necessary to share the name with other people who a friend does not like, or dislike about word or action. With a friend that share the name with other people is not a friend. It's a big mouth! How do I feel? I feel mad and valueless in with a friend. It's sound like she betrays me. She does not keep my name secrets. I wonder if she thinks she is my friend, but share my feeling about that I dislike in another person's word? Is she my friend? Hm.  

What about you? Did you experience that situation? If yes, leave a comment about what friend is. Thank you.

Saturday, October 7, 2017

I'm shopping...

Violet top tank shirt - Red Paint/Purple pants - Ross/Black shoes - Ross

Loft

This morning I went to Starbucks in shopping center stores. And stayed there for one hour. Done. And then to shop in Loft. After shopping there, I planned to go to the movie theatre for watching The Stray. Unfortunately, it is not on the list. So, I left for the mall. In mall, I shopped in Charlotte Russe. I want to have the new clothes and upgrade me myself fashion as the new lifestyle. Really, my lifestyles are rock and classic. But... I think I have to return them? Well, I worked so hard for achievement.  

Okay, off to go! I hope you had a super Saturday. Good night! Yours, Loiriam

Friday, October 6, 2017

Happy Plaidurday! and Watching Girls' Volleyball Tournament

Happy Plaidurday! - A gift from my day program teacher


I went to see my therapist this morning. Done, and then to go to the deaf school for watching Girls' Volleyball Tournament. I enjoyed watching it. Volleyball is my favorite sport. I participated it team when I was teenager in my old school. I miss playing volleyball. It's not easy for me to make friends who are interesting in that sport. But volleyball is not just my favorite sport. I have another favorite sport is baseball. I love it! I went to watch baseball game in Ontario, Canada when I was early 20's and again last year.  

After Volleyball tournament, I went home and got rested.  

Thursday, October 5, 2017

My Diary Card for Yesterday Fair Career

Yesterday

Starts Time: 11:38pm



I got up little bit late. Thankfully, I made on time for Fair Career. Although I could not make it. Why? Because of no resumé due to Google Drive does not support my resumé file, and the printer is still not working. I'm so disappointed. I was lying on my bed with my sadness and sorrow. Sorrow is still happening, God. Finally, my staff helped me to fix my resumé file. He showed me how to switch it from Google Drive to Pages. I didn't know that. So, I thanked him for solving my file problem. Now I know the future. The lesson I learned from today is next time I will prepare for Fair Career in November.  


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Ends Time: 11:58pm

My Diary Card for Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Tuesday, October 3, 2017

Starts Time: 11:27pm

I got up at 5:15am, I took a warm shower. I noticed when I entered the bathroom, the water was on. I'm disappointed. My roommate does not do what I tell her. Smh 

After I took a shower, I dress my work uniform on. I sat down and relaxed for only so little time. Because of the bus came at 6:28am. I was rushing to eat the light breakfast and make the hot chocolate milk. And then I got ready to go. Thankfully, I did not miss the bus because I was on time waiting for it. I was on the bus #60 riding to downtown for changing to bus #20. I was not satisfied with the bus driver. I was just accidentally dropped the transfer ticket and he mad at me? Oh, give me a break. No one have to be perfect. Anyone makes mistakes. That's all part of life. I saw him the other day that he was talking to the two female JWs. Cool. Who's care? Anyway, after bus #20, I changed to #10 for getting to work area at 7:56am. Off to walk, while I walked, a son of a bitch did not stop at red stop sign for me. So rude of him. Smh. 

At work, my duty is to clean the 33 rooms. That's a lot works for me to do. Thankfully, my boss let me work with my new co-worker for catching up to be done before 6pm. Whew! My tip of today is really not much. Oh, well.  

Okay, off to sleep! Bye!  Yours, Loiriam

Ends Time: 11:51pm

Saturday, September 30, 2017

Reading the New Book in the Mall

Hot Pink Blouse - The Limited/Purple pants - Ross/Black shoes - Ross


Today I went to Starbucks and Barnes & Noble in the mall for dating myself by alone and for reading my new favorite author, Liz Kessler. The name of her book is The Tail of Emily Windsnap. This book is for the young readers ages 8-12. Do I act like a young girl? Who cares? If you think that I act that way. Wrong! I'm an adult and I act like a woman. And yes anyone can read The Tail of Emily Windsnap. It's not have to be the specific age. Enjoy reading your favorite book. *wink*  And also with the new flavor of Starbucks called "Pumpkin Spice Latte" that I bought. It costs me $5.25. It was not that bad. And there are a lot of people at the mall. No problem. I'm chilling with reading the book and drinking the latte.-:D. 

My goal for October is to go out to Starbucks and other different coffee shops on Saturdays. The new custom for lonesome is to go away. Because of in the house that I learned from my former friend. It's lonely. So to get out of the house, be socialized. What I mean is that to enjoy yourself while you have a fun day. 

I got home this early evening and I had to do laundry. I always do that on every Saturday. I also cooked rice for dinner. I ate it with cheese. Simple as that. I'm satisfied.-:) 

Okay, off to go! I hope you had a fabulous Saturday. Good night! Yours, Loiriam