My Letter to Inner Little Loi

Dear Inner Little Loi,

Dear Inner Little Loi,

You are not a bitch. I know that you think you are an easy person, but in hindsight I couldn’t be wrong. You had to go through the wrongness in the society, but you had found a way to free it with your courage to fight for what you want.

I’m writing a letter to you. To tell you how I am so proud of you. I’m proud of all of the things that you learn to overcome. I’m proud of your ability to accept, grow, and change...

Also, to tell you that you are a guilt-free of your story, and that you don’t need to feel fear of other people.

I know that your parents’ marriage lasts for a long time. And that you deserve to be loved. I also know that after your ex, you feel like the end of your world. No, however, you will have a new love life.

You will be dating a man who is afraid of losing you. And you will know that he is always there for you.

I know you feel as if the world is against you and ending all at once. Your anxiety is your only situation, but it shouldn’t have to be. The nature of anti-depressants you’ve been prescribed will last for a long time. You will live the stability life.

But you do still see your psychiatrist and express how you feel about your day. I know you are not a monster, you are a good person. A good person who can go thru the difficult times with difficult people. You won’t realize until you find people who do actually love you. It shows you what you could become if you should feel stress around the people who love you. It also teaches you how to feel grateful for the loves that surround you. The loves that allow you to be seen in the world. And that you have no privilege to experience disappear from the world. Gratitude will run your life. And that is beautiful. You will finally be guilt-free of this part of your story. You will be able to talk to your friend and he will share his story experience. Also, you have what your family and friends are for.

Finally, you will grow into someone who know you and learn more about openness, healing, acceptance, love, and gratitude. But for now on you are where you need to be.

Love, Future Adult Loi