My Letter to Inner Little Loi

Dear Inner Little Loi,

Dear Inner Little Loi,

You are not a bitch. I know that you think you are an easy person, but in hindsight I couldn’t be wrong. You had to go through the wrongness in the society, but you had found a way to free it with your courage to fight for what you want.

I’m writing a letter to you. To tell you how I am so proud of you. I’m proud of all of the things that you learn to overcome. I’m proud of your ability to accept, grow, and change...

Also, to tell you that you are a guilt-free of your story, and that you don’t need to feel fear of other people.

I know that your parents’ marriage lasts for a long time. And that you deserve to be loved. I also know that after your ex, you feel like the end of your world. No, however, you will have a new love life.

You will be dating a man who is afraid of losing you. And you will know that he is always there for you.

I know you feel as if the world is against you and ending all at once. Your anxiety is your only situation, but it shouldn’t have to be. The nature of anti-depressants you’ve been prescribed will last for a long time. You will live the stability life.

But you do still see your psychiatrist and express how you feel about your day. I know you are not a monster, you are a good person. A good person who can go thru the difficult times with difficult people. You won’t realize until you find people who do actually love you. It shows you what you could become if you should feel stress around the people who love you. It also teaches you how to feel grateful for the loves that surround you. The loves that allow you to be seen in the world. And that you have no privilege to experience disappear from the world. Gratitude will run your life. And that is beautiful. You will finally be guilt-free of this part of your story. You will be able to talk to your friend and he will share his story experience. Also, you have what your family and friends are for.

Finally, you will grow into someone who know you and learn more about openness, healing, acceptance, love, and gratitude. But for now on you are where you need to be.

Love, Future Adult Loi 

Dear Selena, We Miss You and We Love You So Much

To Selena,

I hear you sing

You sing your song

Selena, you belong...

...to your beloved fans

'Cause we miss you

Always miss you so true

Loi xx

Dear Selena,

It has been 21 years since your very last life on earth. I remember you was singing so beautiful and pure when I was about 9 years old. Recently I was listening to your amazing love song, “My Love”. I love it! Yea, your dream of love came true. You had completed your love of Chris. He really misses you so much! He remembers you every day, and never will he forget you. Chris love you so dearly. I listen to all of your albums. And I watch you have inspired your fans. We are so grateful to have you here by supporting anyone and educating young people. We learn a lot from you. We love you so much! And we always miss you!

Selena, I’d like to buy and read a lovely book about you by your dear husband, Chris. <3 Selena, we fans keep you in our memento. We miss you! We love you!

Always,

Loi <3

How You Not Take a Bus and Keep a Chauffeur - Part Two

I, Loi went to the meeting at night. This Photo was

 taken by September 26, 2012.

As the last part discussed about waiting too long on bus stop that you don’t like, here is the new part. It will tell you how you not take a bus and pay your driver.

If you have a job, will you be careful with how much money you have in your bank? Do you pay your bills on time? If you are a well-financed person, can you pay your chauffeur? Chauffeur is the same idea as your “car”. Think about how much money you give your chauffeur for his/her car expenses. Here is an example of my idea of the used car. (See the picture below):

I recommend you to hire only one chauffeur because you pay the bills and other expenses, plus you need to save the money for your future necessities. Also, the best recommendation is to live near your chauffeur as he/she is your neighbor. And if you have the good traits, your chauffeur will be happy to keep you as his/her job. However, you may fire him/her if he/she does not follow your instruction. Also, if your chauffeur makes the money from you, he/she is making sure to report the state tax. In New York, it mentions if you make more than $65.00, then you are letting them know right away. If your chauffeur fails to report the state tax, then you are not going to keep dishonest chauffeur. Fire him/her, simple. It is not easy to find the right chauffeur. What you need to do is to make the good interview with a chauffeur applicant. It is same idea as an employer from Job Company.

Here are the two examples of chauffeur wanted letter and My Chauffeur job application (the general job application):

And the second one below:

Do you see the two examples of chauffeur wanted letter and My Chauffeur job application? You can create your own.

Okay, I hope this part will help you how you keep your driver and pay him. And if you pay your “car” expenses, then you will not have to worry about losing your driver that makes you be on the FEET or on the bus. Kind regards, Loiriam